I can feel a new chapter of my life coming. even though I know it is time for college I feel like there is something else shifting. I am discovering new things about myself I have never noticed. Good and bad habits, frequent thoughts, but more than anything I have notices my fears. I am scared of so much. I am scared for my future I just want to be stuck in this endless summer haze and never escape. All I want is my boyfriend and me to finally escape the boundaries in our lives .we talk about it all the time, but now after exchanging rings, it feels so real i can taste it. I can taste happiness.